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Title: All He Desires
By: angstytimelord
Pairing: Will Graham/Lee Fallon
Fandom: Hannibal/The Big C
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: This is entirely a product of my own imagination, and I make no profit from it. I do not own the lovely Will Graham or Lee Fallon, unfortunately, just borrowing them for a while. Please do not sue.


This was what he wanted, Will told himself. What he wanted more than anything in the world. To be one with Lee. To have Lee make love to him.

No, not to him. With him. He wanted this man to be a part of him, for the two of them to be together in the physical sense. This wouldn't be one person doing something to the other. It would be the two of them making love to each other.

It was all he could possibly desire.

He loved Lee. He wasn't afraid; there was no reason to be. There was no fear, no apprehension, only desire. A desire so strong that he could almost taste it.

They fell on the bed in a tangle of arms, legs, and tongues; Will wasn't entirely sure where one of them ended and the other began. He seemed to already be a part of Lee; he wanted this man inside him, all over him, melding into him, becoming one with him.

It couldn't happen soon enough. That unity was all he desired, all that he could possibly want. It was all that he craved to make him complete.

He could dimly register Lee reaching for the table by the bed; Will blushed as he indicated the top drawer. "There's lube in there," he mumbled, feeling a little embarrassed at having his lover know that he kept lube handy. "A nearly brand-new tube."

Lee smiled down at him, then leaned forward to brush a kiss across his lips. "It's uncivilized not to use lube when you masturbate," he commented softly. "I'm glad you do."

That went a long way towards alleviating any embarrassment Will felt.

Resolutely, he pushed all embarrassment, all hesitation, all doubts aside. This was what he wanted, what he needed, what he had been waiting for all of his life, He wouldn't let anything get in the way of his own fulfillment, of enjoying what Lee gave him.

He watched as Lee carefully squeezed lube onto two of his fingers, keeping his eyes fixed on his lover's face. He knew that there might be some pain involved, and he didn't want to think about that. He only wanted to think about Lee loving him.

That was the important thing, right? That the two of them loved and desired each other. The pain would be momentary. What they felt for each other would last forever.

Will closed his eyes when Lee gently pushed his thighs further apart, taking a deep breath and leeting his body go limp. He needed to relax; he knew that being tense and nervous would only make this first time more difficult, and he didn't want to mess things up.

"Just relax, sweetheart," Lee murmured, his voice soft and loving. "This isn't going to hurt, I promise. Just concentrate on how it feels." One finger circled Will's entrance, then pressed against him gently. It didn't hurt, and Will let himself relax further.

This wasn't going to be hard at all. At least, he hoped not.

He wanted to cry out when that finger pressed inside him, but he didn't. Instead, he only gasped out Lee's name, his muscles instinctively tightening slightly.

Within moments, that finger was sliding in and out of him, making him want more. It didn't hurt, not at all. It was simply a feeling of fullness, though Will knew that Lee's cock would be much bigger than one finger. This was only the beginning.

A second finger joined the first, stretching him further. Will took another deep breath, glad to realize that the first barrier had been crossed, and it hadn't hurt in the least.

He lay back against the pillows, relaxing, opening himself to Lee.

Those fingers inside him gently scissored, opening him further; it felt good, rather than uncomfortable. His hips bucked up, wanting more, needing more.

Lee kept it up until Will was writhing beneath him, his blue eyes beseeching Lee to give him more of what he wanted. Lee smiled down at him, letting his fingers slowly slip out of Will, then moving forward a bit to position himself at Will's entrance, pushing his legs up slightly.

"Are you ready, sweetheart?" he asked, his gaze never leaving Will's face. "I want you, Will. I want to be inside you, to be a part of you. I need you."

"I need you, too," Will answered hoarsely. "I want you to be with me, Lee. I want you to make me yours. In the physical way as well as every other."

Lee nodded, his smile soft and gentle. "Your wish is my command, beautiful," he whispered, before pushing his hips forward and entering Will. Will gasped Lee's name, his muscles tightening around the intrusion. He hadn't expected it to feel so .... huge.

But no so huge that it hurt him. There was an even more pronounced feeling of fullness, but there was no pain. A little discomfort, but that was all.

Will closed his eyes, concentrating on the sensations whirling through his body.

He had never felt anything like this. It was as though his body was being stretched to the limit, filled and enveloped, pulled into a maelstrom of sensations.

Nothing had ever felt this good. There was a blending of his body with Lee's, the feeling of falling into a warmth and tenderness he'd never known before. It was as though he was burning from the inside out, being consumed by a fall of hot lava that was entirely comforting.

The heat didn't scorch him to a cinder. Instead, it enveloped him, welcomed him, made his body burn for more. This was passion; this was all he desired.

He wanted this feeling to last forever.

There was a quicksilver flash of pain as Lee pushed more deeply inside him, going through his body like a flash. But it was over as quickly as his mind had registered it; the pain didn't affect him at all. He knew it had been there, but he didn't really feel it.

No, all that he felt was a rising tide of pleasure, one that threatened to crash over him and envelop him completely. It was a sensation unlike any he had ever known, taking his body closer to the precipice of fulfillment with each thrust of Lee's slender hips.

His own hips answered Lee's thrusts, meeting his lover's body with his own. A burning need was forming at his core, a need to give as much as he took.

His fingers were digging into Lee's shoulders; he was holding onto his lover for dear life, almost as though he was a drowning man and Lee was his rock in a swirling sea. He couldn't let go, couldn't do anything but ride the waves of sensation that flowed through him.

That wave broke over him with a force that made him cry out Lee's name, his muscles clamping around his lover's cock as Lee pressed inside him once more. Just seconds later, he could hear Lee's own cry and feel the other man's release inside his body.

He was flying through the stars, holding onto Lee as he fell back to earth.

Lee slowly pulled out of him, turning over onto his side and pulling Will into his arms. Will snuggled there, closing his eyes, not wanting to let go of Lee.

He had done it. He had leaped over a chasm that he'd always been terrified to cross -- and he had done it in the arms of the man he loved. He had thought that he would never lose his virginity, that he would never find anyone he trusted enough to let them make love to him.

But somehow, miraculously, he had found Lee. And the two of them had come to together as one, to create something beautiful and special that he would treasure forever.

He would always remember this night. He would look back on it and smile with happiness, knowing that he had given himself to the person who had won his heart. It had been worth waiting for; it had been all he'd desired, all he could have ever wanted.

"That was incredible," Lee whispered into his ear. "You're amazing, Will. I couldn't ask for more." His lips were soft and warm against Will's cheek, the words like a caress.

Yes, this was all he desired. All he could ever possibly want.

"It was," Will agreed, his voice very soft. "I love you, Lee." The words were simple, but they were the only ones he wanted to say at the moment. They were true, every one of them. He loved this man more than he ever would have thought it possible for him to love anyone.

"I love you too, sweetheart," Lee murmured, his lips brushing against Will's parted lips. Will's eyes closed, his body relaxing in his lover's arms.

This was it, then. This was their first night together, only the first night of the rest of their lives. Will felt entirely comfortable, with no more doubts or fears in his way. The path was clear for him to have a future with Lee, a future that he couldn't wait to experience.

His lips curved into a soft smile as he drifted off to sleep.