Title: Personal Issue
By: jiskah
Pairing: Prentiss/Reid
Rating: PG-13
Dislcaimer: Nothing's mine. All belongs to CBS and Ed Bernero. I really would like to have Reid for me. :)
Author's Notice: It´s just a short thing and I have absolutely no idea why my muse made me write this.
Summary: A short view into Emily s feelings about Reid. Angsty and depressive be aware.

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Every time Spencer Reid looked at her Emily felt her heart melt.

Every time she was alone with him she suppressed the urge to hug him.

Every time he was focused on JJ she wanted to kill the media liaison.

Every time he mentioned his problems with women she wanted to smack him.

Every time Derek teased him because of his lack of social interaction she teased Derek about him and Penelope.

Every time Spencer took a try in asking out a woman she wished it would be her who he asked.

Every time he told her about his new girlfriend she felt guilty because she wished the woman would leave soon.

Every time he was treated bad by his girlfriend Emily wished to get that woman alone.

Every time he came to work having not slept she wanted to hit a wall to get rid of her frustration.

When his girlfriend broke things off she was there comforting him.

When he came to her the other night she willingly let him in.

When he asked her for some alcohol she was surprised but gave him what he wanted.

When he started to cry for that bitch she held him.

When he finished crying she let him hug her.

When he started to kiss her cheek she wasn't able to stop him.

When he asked her for permission to sleep in her bed she was very happy.

When he cuddled up next to her holding her she was more than happy.

When he began to kiss her passionately she was on cloud nine.

When she finally got what she wanted so badly for months she was in heaven.

When she awoke the next morning she hated herself.

When he left that morning without a word she cried.

As he become cold and unfriendly to her she asked for a transfer.

As she was asked why she only could say: "Personal issues"

As she left everybody hugged her goodbye except for him.

As she tried to go on she totally failed.

As she tried to fix things with Spencer he didn't listened to her.

As she found out he was with another woman now she quit.

Now she is one of those creepy old women with a lot of pets moaning for chances never taken.

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