Title: Unspoken
Author: kitchune
Pairing: one-sided Reid/Morgan & Reid/OMC
Rating: PG
Summary: Morgan has to deal with the biggest pain of all.
A/N: Totally angst! Run away. There will be no happy ending, sorry. *cries*

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(Morgan's POV)

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          I think Reid knew the whole time, knew why I had teased him so much and yet he never said anything about it. I believe he was waiting for me to make the first move. Now I may play off as the cool, suave guy but when it comes to trying to grab a hold of something I truly desire I am pretty damn shy.
 
            Everyday I kept saying to myself that I was going to make the move, that one move that could've changed everything. Instead I kept finding excuses not to and when I couldn't find an excuse I would back down at the last second. Picking up some random person at a nightclub and spending the night pretending, wishing that they were the all too familiar Spencer.
 
            Now because of my reluctance to ask that beautiful man out I am stuck with the what-could-have-been and maybe. I force a smile in his direction though when I see him though. It's so hard to get up every morning, to get dressed like nothing has changed and to live in secret with this huge regret of mine.
 
            I have a smile plastered on my face as I sit in the front row of the small chapel. Watching the big lank of a nerd getting married to the luckiest man on earth. Tears sprang to my eyes but I fought them back, I could not cry because I refused to show my weakness to everyone.
 
            Clapping when they walked down the aisle together I looked regretfully at the altar. Everyone just passed me by, following Reid and his life partner outside. Gradually I trailed behind, looking up at Spencer at the very last second. Our eyes locked for a moment and my tears finally spilling, I saw sorrow clouding his eyes.
 
            It was too much to stare into those eyes so I broke our contact and began to walk away. I could feel Reid's eyes on my back the whole time. I knew he knew how I felt, he always has. I was just too late and he couldn't, no he wouldn't wait for me forever.
 
            I know only one thing if I could do it all over again I would give away all the words in my heart that I left unspoken.

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A/N: Sorry I was in a angsty mood tonight. Just had to let it out in a drabble form. ^^ Poor you guys...having to put up with my moods....oh well.

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