Title: The Insane Kind
Author: Dee
Rating: R
Word Count: 6946
Pairings: Gil/Nick
Characters: Gil, Nick and various team members and OMC’s
Warnings: Fluff and, I think, v.v.AU and OOC. Some v.serious SS bashing.
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: In my dreams they are like, totally mine!
Beta: jayceepat and podga for their invaluable help in the Americanisation of the fic and their insightful comments – which I may well have ignored! I thank high_striker for his wonderful icons. I am indebted to them all. Any errors are mine.
A/N: This is Part Six of Eight of an ongoing saga. It follows on from Convoluted, Four Times In Twenty Four Hours, Upping the Ante, BFF and Facing Up. It will help to be familiar with these as they form part of the whole! All my legal and medical stuff is either: made up, from House, M.D., Boston Legal or Wikipedia – I am, therefore, an expert!



Sara had the gun ready, all cleaned and poised for action. It was her trusty steed; she'd had the piece for years, just for emergencies; she’d never had to use it in action before, but if this wasn't an emergency, then nothing was. She would get a good sleep and go to the lab early, before shift ended, to make sure she picked him up before he left for the day. He wouldn't be bothering Gil again after that. Oh, no sir, he would not.

Sara ate half a bowl of cereal; she was rationing herself to maintain her disguise. She urinated, washed, cleaned her teeth and then lay naked under the sheets of her bed. She smiled as she drifted asleep; Gil had just joined her and was stroking her breasts and belly and then slipping his hand down between her legs. This would be the last night he'd have to leave her; he could stay forever after tomorrow.

She awoke to the sound of her alarm, it was four thirty am. Gil was still asleep, she'd let him sleep, he worked hard, he needed the rest. She showered and washed her hair and then towelled it dry, the hair was good for that, no need to style it, or use a hairdryer. She ate half a banana and drank a glass of water. She cleaned her teeth and then dressed. When she'd got everything she'd need for the day ready, she went back into the bedroom and kissed a sleeping Gil and stroked his soft hair and beard, he always wore his beard for her. Nick had made him shave it off.

She went out to the little Toyota she'd hired this week. She'd hired a different make and colour of car each week. She had the gun, and spare ammunition, her logs and a bottle of water. She was ready for whatever the day would bring.

She drove down the road and passed the exit of the parking lot to the lab. She couldn't see if his truck was there, but that was one thing he could always be trusted to do; he always came back to the lab, at whatever time it was, before leaving to go home. Then sometimes he would go home. Sometimes the bastard went to Gil's home and Gil hated it, he'd told her, he didn't know how to get rid of him. But she knew. She knew exactly what she had to do, this morning, in fact.

Nick swung his truck out of the lot at nine ten on the lovely summer morning. Shift hadn't been too bad on him and Catherine had told him he was going to be recommended for a bonus. He hoped he got it, not because he thought he deserved it, but because he wanted to get Gil a special present and what he had in mind didn't come cheap. But he'd told Gil he was thinking about buying a bed, he was, but not as a present for Gil...no a present was something special, not a bed. Although, he mused, a bed would be 'special' to them since it was a place or untold pleasures in the last couple of months….

The let on his condo would be moving in on Friday and tomorrow Gil was going to help him take all the stuff he needed to take, over to Gil's. They were pretty sure it would fit in both trucks, but if it didn't they could make an extra trip. Mostly it was all packed and ready and he'd taken a fair bit of stuff over already. He wasn't going to be moving back; they both knew that.

However, he was a bit pissed because he was going to the gym and had completely forgotten his kit. It was ready and waiting, but not in his truck; it was in his bedroom at the condo. But a fifteen minute extra journey would retrieve it and he'd be with Gil by midday, no probs.

Gil was staying at the lab for a meeting, his very favourite kind (not) with Ecklie. Gil still had no time for the man, but Nick was philosophical, he'd cleared Gil and him of any wrongdoing, so the man couldn't be all bad. He would also be the one to approve, or disallow, his bonus, so he'd reserve judgement a little longer.

Nick didn’t notice the silver Toyota a few cars behind him, as he drove to his condo.

When he arrived, he parked in his usual place, jumped out, locked up and ran up to his apartment. He didn't see the Toyota park next to his truck. He let himself in and closed the door behind him. He only had to get his kit from the bedroom, but detoured to the kitchen to get a sports drink from his cool box. He went to the bedroom and slipped the drink into the sports bag and zipped it up, slung it up over his shoulder and was ready to leave.

He walked to the door and with his hand on the door handle, he looked back around the room. There seemed to be something wrong, something not quite right, but he shrugged and opened the door, keys in his hand, and closed it behind him. He set to walk back down to his truck, head down, but a gasp got his attention and he looked up and he saw someone in front of him, walking towards him, someone vaguely familiar, but he couldn't quite place who it was. He took three more steps as two things happened.

He realised who the person was and he was staring down the barrel of a gun she was holding.

"Sara? What the...."

"Shut up. Gil doesn't want you, he wants me, and he’s told me every night we've been together, every night since you had me fired. I've told him I'll fix it, so here I am."

Sara had intended to go up to Nick's condo, knock on the door and when he answered the door force him back inside and shoot him. She couldn't quite decide where to shoot him. Maybe his face, spoil his 'pretty boy' looks, or maybe his heart, smash it to smithereens. She could do both, perhaps she would, when he was already dead

But, as usual for her, Nick, the bastard, was conspiring against her; she was certain. He had never just gone up to his condo and then left immediately, not once had he done that before. The fucking bastard; he'd done this on purpose, but it didn't matter, not now, she'd got him. It was over.

Nick stood there, absolutely motionless. The person standing, maybe five feet away, in front of him, was Sara Sidle, holding a gun, pointing at his head. He was shocked at that, but he was shocked at two other things, simultaneously.

Sara's appearance was incredible. She wore a long sleeved tee and a pair of denims and sneakers completed the outfit. She'd always been slim, but shapely with it, but now she was skeletal, she must have lost upwards of thirty pounds. Her figure was straight up and down, no discernable breasts and she was angular, like a guy. Her hair was cropped short, again like a man, in fact not dissimilar to Nick's own cut and she'd had it dyed - very dark brown, almost black, again, very like Nick's own colour.

The other thought that struck him in these short moments was that she was mad, not angry mad, just totally raving mad - the insane kind.

He then had another thought, you can't reason with a person who cannot reason. She fell into that category, without a doubt. So, what to do. Well, keep her talking, people in this category usually liked to talk about all the wrongs that have been done to them...and then hope like hell he could catch a break and distract her somehow. He felt calm and composed and he knew he would have to keep his wits about him.

He was a CSI for God's sake, he knew about these sort of things, and he'd been a cop and done a 'negotiating skills' course. Of course, she was a CSI as well, and he wondered if her mental state had diminished her powers. Yes, they were diminished, because she should have walked him back into his condo, out of public view, or shot him already and beat it. She was talking again.

"Gil has always wanted me, you know, he was just shy about asking me, he's so shy and so reserved, he just needed a little gentle prodding."

Gil is not shy or reserved, he just keeps himself to himself. "Yes you're right, he's shy and reserved."

"When I said 'join me in my bed’, he said he thought I'd never ask."

"I bet." No, be nice to her, not so nice about Gil. "I bet he couldn't wait for that Sara."

"He was wonderful, he had no idea what to do I had to show him, you know."

She'd obviously got his Gil mixed up with someone else. "I thought he was useless, he's obviously better off with you."

"Don't speak of him like that!"

Don't be too unkind to Gil then. "What I meant to say was that, he doesn't like me, you know, a man, he wants to be with you, a woman." Although anyone would be hard pressed to call her a woman at the moment.

Sara stood there as if she digesting what he’d said; she didn’t move and the gun and her gaze were steady. He needed to keep her talking.

“Sara, wha….”, was a far as he got.

“Shut up.”

“Okay Sara…take it easy.”

They stood for a long time, could have been seconds, could have been minutes

"You're right. You’re nothing but a dirty little faggot, trying to wheedle your way into his affections, it's disgusting, expecting Gil to do that."

You have no idea, you mad bitch, just how good Gil is at the disgusting things. "He hates it, you're right, I'm going to dump him."

"Shut up. Dump him, you're going to end it?"

The gun wavered slightly, this was the tack to take; take it slowly. "Yeah, probably today actually. I'm going to the gym right now to meet a new guy and you know if it works out I'll be giving Gil the old heave-ho this afternoon."

Sara just stood looking at him again. It seemed to Nick she was processing his words really slowly as if she was thinking in slow motion. The silence was unnerving and he knew he had to speak again, he took a deep breath before starting to speak again. He didn’t know how long he could maintain the control he’d had so far. But, as he went to speak she beat him to it.

"But only if it works out for you with the new guy?"

Another slip, there should be a manual on what to say, but I am winging it here and I must stay calm and in control. "Well to be honest, I'm almost a hundred percent sure, this new guy's, like young, you know, my age, not an old timer like Gil. You women like the older guys now don't you?" He could hardly believe he was saying these things about ‘his’ Gil. He felt treacherous, as if he was letting Gil down, but Gil would understand, he knew that. He had to stay focussed and alive for Gil. For Gil.

There was another long silence and it was the silences that was getting to Nick, he thought his mouth would dry up soon and he would be physically unable to speak. He was getting ready to speak again about the fictional gym guy when she waved the gun at him and shook her head. She didn’t want him to speak – so he let it go. She was, he was sure, processing in slow motion. It was like he’d thought a few minutes earlier - as if she had to think about every single word he’d said before she responded.

"Gil is not old; he is an perfect example of a man in his prime, you're the idiot here."

She's right about him being in his prime, he's perfect alright, for me, not you. But, if she didn't have a gun in my face, I'd feel sorry for her. As he thought this he heard the distant wail of a siren, not altogether unusual, but it was getting louder as it got closer, there was no doubt about that, and Sara had heard it too.

How long had they been here now? He thought maybe at least ten minutes but he really had no real idea, could be two, could be twenty. Stay calm Nick, keep the situation under control even if you can’t see a way out; it gives the uniforms time to get here. Oh god, if they know, he didn’t dare look around but he wasn’t aware that there were anyone in the vicinity. He’d heard no people sounds at all. Was that because there were no sounds or because he was so focussed on Sara?

Keep her talking, Nick, try harder, "I’m the idiot for getting involved in the first place, you're right there."

Another delay whilst she processed, should he speak or should he wait. Wait. The longer this took the worse it was - she would shoot him; the better it was - for a rescue. She was having some difficulty he knew, because she could have shot him and gone by now but some instinct told him her plans may have been disrupted. She’d gasped when she’d seen him…so she hadn’t expected him to leave his condo so quickly after he arrived. That was it. She spoke again.

"Why did you? Why did you steal him from me? Why did you have me fired?"

Lots of issues here then - keep her talking that's what I've got to do. "I flattered the old man's ego, he likes to be told he's good at the job, that's he's the best..."

"He is the best, the very best."

No slow reaction there, she interrupted him; is she finding her balls?

"I would have to agree about the work there, Sara." He’d just remembered to personalise it again, call her by her name. "But out of work, he wasn't such a hot shot with me, but I still said he was. He used to spend all his money on me you know, I never had to buy a meal, or even take out. Movie tickets, show tickets...."

"He took you to a show?"

Another speedy response - this had got very serious, very suddenly, and shit, he’d dropped himself in it now.

"Errrr yes, 'O' at the Bellagio."

"When?" She hadn't seen them go there.

"A few weeks back. Why?"

"It's been more than a few weeks I haven't seen you go there. When exactly?"

Holy shit she's been following us. Oh God, this is it. "I c...c...can't remember exactly." Get a grip, get a grip, the sirens have stopped. Oh God, Gil, I love you so much please, please help me. Please.

Nick could hear Gil in his head saying to him, 'You're doing great, Nicky, keep her talking, you're doing great, I love you.'

Sara was rock solid now with the gun lowered to his chest level and she was looking at him with hatred, pure hatred. It was if she’d suddenly rediscovered her purpose and it would seem that putting a bullet through him was that purpose.

Nick took a deep breath and his resolve returned.

"Actually, it was probably a few months back, but I can't remember the date. We had a suspicious death, turned out to be heart attack, at the Bellagio, and I saw the show advertised and suggested Gil take me to see it and he......well he did. It was the first time we dated." That was mostly the truth.

'Keep going Nicky, you're doing great.' Gil’s voice inside his head gave him confidence, made him calm.

Make something up and make her believe you. "I did it for a bet Sara, a bet with myself, to see if I could, you know? I did steal him from you and I'm sorry, but I wanted him, and when I got him, I didn't want him anymore - that's the old story isn't it, the grass is always greener?"

Sara looked at him contemptuously, and the long silence responding to him returned.

"You bastard, you had me fired to get rid of the competition."

Nick waited a little before replying to her…he could take a leaf out of her book and slow down, the longer they waited and she didn’t shoot him, the better for a rescue. "They say all is fair in love and war. Do you want your job back Sara?

"Do you think they’d give it back to me; let me work with Gil again?"

No way, you think anyone’d work with you again after this, man, you’re delusional. Nick thought that but then said, "I think they might. I could see what they say, it'd be like old times and you could have Gil."

"I've got Gil, you stupid bastard, I've got him."

"Yeah, sorry, course you have." He was sure he could hear vehicles and movement of some sort behind him; the troops, please Gil, let it be the troops. “It would be good at the lab again wouldn’t it? The old team together and you could be with Gil at work and at home.”

Sara had heard the vehicles too, what was going on here, why would there be more than one vehicle suddenly behind the building? There was another long silence. Nick was truly running out of things to say. He couldn’t think of anything. All he really wanted to do was say that he loved Gil and Gil loved him. Not Sara, never Sara.

"What have you done Nick, got your friends to help you out?"

What's she going on about? Maybe she can see something behind him. "Don't know what you mean Sara, I've been here with you the whole time." He wondered how long they’d been here now.

"You think Gil will help you now, don't you, well I've got news for you, he's sleeping over at my place and he won't be helping you now."

Oh, God…..the very thought made Nick become sick and for a moment he thought he might vomit, his dry mouth was now swamped with saliva. He swallowed and tried to focus on what to say. If Gil was in his bed what would he want to do? Stay with him, touch him, hold him….

"If he's sleeping there why did you leave him, wouldn't you rather be snuggled up to him, than be here with me.....the man who tried, unsuccessfully, Sara, unsuccessfully, to steal him from you?" Let her know, she's won and I've lost.

"Because I promised him, faithfully, that I'd get rid of you for him, he thinks nothing of you Nick, nothing at all, he wants me."

You really must be joking; want you, he'd probably prefer Ecklie. "Well you can have him Sara; I've no problem with that." How can I say that?

The silence returned. She looked straight at him - but had a faraway look about her - as if she was deep in thought. Her stance didn’t waver though, anymore than the gun did.

"But you'd still be around wouldn't you, slipping an arm around his waist, gazing at him adoringly, letting him touch your cheek and pat your ass....oh yes, I've seen you with him, don't think I haven't." She whispered this.

Nick very nearly laughed and then the nausea returned; big time. They weren't supposed to touch in public, but he knew they'd done all the things she'd just catalogued. Sara had seen them together, had seen their love, and Nick knew that somewhere in the deepest level of her unhinged mind she actually knew the truth. She didn’t stand a chance with Gil. This was over and they both knew it.

Unfortunately for Nick, his face must have reflected that knowledge – his real feelings, his love for Gil must have shone out as he remembered their public intimacies. The whole world might have missed the small gestures of love and affection….but Sara Sidle had seen them all and she knew the truth - the absolute truth.

Sara assumed the stance for firing a weapon, feet apart and stable, she steadied her right hand on the handle and trigger of her gun and covered the right wrist with her left hand.

Nick braced himself, taking a deep breath and looking into Sara’s unseeing eyes. He closed his eyes and pictured his lover, ‘Gil Grissom, I love you and I thought of you as I died.’ He felt the sting of tears beginning to pool in his eyes.

At that very moment a loud and disjointed voice boomed out in the still, hot air. "Sara Sidle, put down your weapon, you are surrounded by armed police officers. Put down your weapon and no one will get hurt."

It was Tuesday and Mrs Morris should have been out; Tuesday mornings she would leave her condo at nine, promptly, to ‘bus it to the home to meet her friends Patricia and Joyce. She would be back at three thirty after having lunch with them and a couple a games of whist. But she'd had a bit of a 'tummy' in the night - she'd have to lay off that sherry, it was lovely but this always happened when she had too much. But it was a free gift and she couldn't see it go to waste. Anyway, she'd called the home and put off this week's visit.

She'd opened the window of her living room; it opened directly onto the walkway of the five condos in her row. She was going to take a chair out later and sit outside, to get a bit of air and see what was going on. She didn't normally see what went on, on a Tuesday morning, so there may be some new gossip to pick up. That trollop over the other side had another man calling....it must be the tenth since New Year....it was a wonder she didn't catch for a baby.

She was looking through her blinds when the lovely young man drove up in his big truck. He did something important for the police, and he worked nights, but she could never remember exactly what his job was. And now he was leaving, to live with a friend, I bet it was a girlfriend, he was a good looking boy, no two ways about that.

That other nice young man came around a lot and he always spoke to her too. They were nice, both of them, always asking if she was okay and offering to do things to help her. Nick helped her with her appliances when they went wrong and moved a couch for her once. He was a very nice boy.

She would go out and see him, but she saw him run past her window before she had time to move. She'd been quick once upon a time, not any more though. She stayed where she was and saw a little silver car pull up next to Nick's truck. She looked at the driver, and her eyes weren't what they were, she knew that, but she couldn't work out if it was a boy or a girl. There were a lot of them like that nowadays. The driver was also coming up here, to see someone; don't know who, they're all out except me, and young Nick, of course.

Just then she heard Nick's door slam and he was walking away from his door, perhaps she'd knock her window at him to stop him and have a word….but he stopped right in front of her window and she was about to knock the window when she saw he was staring at the person who'd got out of the silver car. It looked like a girl of sorts and Holy Mary, Mother of God, she had an enormous gun pointed at Nick. The three of them just stood where they were, frozen in time, for ages; in reality, only a few seconds.

She heard Nick say, 'Sara....' so it was a girl. What should she do? Oh yes, Nick had said if she ever saw anything suspicious she should call 911. The police would check it out. Mrs Morris, looked for her 'phone, it wasn't in its cradle, but she'd used it not long ago to call Joyce....there it was, on the arm of her chair. She retrieved it and dialled. The first time she'd ever dialled '911'. She felt very important when the girl asked her what the problem was. It was like on those TV shows about cops and forensic people.

"Well, my dear, right outside my window, a girl called Sara is holding a gun up to my neighbour, he's such a nice boy. He works for you."

This snippet of information immediately ramped up the operator's interest. "What is your address ma’am?"

Mrs Morris gave the address and Nick's name, but only 'Nick', she couldn't for the life of her remember his surname.

"Stay on the line, ma’am. I'll be back in a moment and we'll have someone with you very quickly."

The operator put out the code for man down. She put the zip code of Mrs Morris, into her computer and a millisecond later Nicholas Stokes' name came up as the neighbour. A CSI. The gorgeous one; the gay one.

The operator had put out the code and now added the address. The 'situation' would be instantly monitored by all available personnel. She then went back onto the line with Mrs Morris and put the call on speaker mode so the room could listen.

"Mrs Morris, there are personnel already on their way to you."

"Thank you dear - there are still just standing here, talking."

"Mrs Morris, do not put yourself in any danger, move away from the window."

"Miss, this is the most exciting thing that's happened to me in thirty years, I'm not going anywhere. But I can tell you what's going on."

"Please be careful, Nick wouldn't want you to get hurt, now would he?"

"No, you're right, he's such a lovely boy but he's leaving you know, I think he's going to move in with a girlfriend."

The conversation was relayed to all the staff in the control room and the personnel didn't know whether to laugh or cry. There were long pauses in her commentary but the control room staff could hear her rasping breathing.

“They're talking about someone called Gil and the girl, though she doesn't look much like a girl I must say.....oh dear.....oh dear...."

"What's wrong Mrs Morris, what's happening?"

"This Sara, has a dirty mouth, you wouldn't believe what she just called Nick. Oh dear...."

"What?"

"She thinks Nick stole someone off her, this Gil, and that Nick had her fired...oh my lord.......Nick's said he has been with this Gil......and he seemed such a nice boy. What am I saying, of course he's nice boy, this is an act isn't it, he's pretending, to keep her happy. I've seen this on the TV."

The long pauses continued and collective breath releasing could be heard, in the control room, each time Mrs Morris spoke.

The control staff had put two and two together and an operator picked up a 'phone and said, "It's Sara Sidle, we're almost certain."

"Nick's getting a little bit worried here, he's not as certain as he was a moment or two ago.....oh no......"

"What, Mrs Morris, what?" The operator's heart was pounding and felt as if it would explode, she wanted to help Nick.

"He's alright again.....just a little nerves I think." There was a collective sigh across the LVPD. The call was being patched through to lead cars. Gil Grissom was almost certainly in one of those cars.

"Sara's said this Gil is at her place asleep, he seems a bit fickle to me, if you ask. Nick's far nicer than she is, that's for certain. Well I never, she's just told him she's seen them together and that they love one another......it's the young man he brings here isn't it, he does love him I can see it....well, who'd have thought it, he's like Mrs Clarke's son......he's a......"

The call was cut short by a voice on the loud hailer outside Mrs Morris' condo, they could hear it in the control room. "Sara Sidle, put down your weapon, you are surrounded by armed police officers. Put down your weapon and no one will get hurt."

The operator looked at the clock; twenty two minutes had elapsed since the call began. The response time had been exceptional.

Gil tidied up the piles of work files he had in his office, some in the 'out' tray and some in the 'pending' tray, most were still in the 'in' tray. He was sure they were self perpetuating; he never saw anyone put a file in the in tray. They must wait for him to get a coffee, or take a piss, or maybe they had that cloaking device in that Harry Potter film that Nick had dragged him to see...although it had been amusing, if not in the least challenging, but Nick said you went to a movie, not to be challenged, but to be entertained...for escapism.

Gil smiled as he remembered the thriller he'd taken Nick to see before they'd started their relationship, proper, when Nick'd nearly jumped out his skin and hung on to Gil's arm as if his life depended on it. If that happened now he was sure Nick would jump onto his lap and bury his head in his shoulder. And yet he dealt with major crime and death and all it's ugliness without turning a hair. It was an odd character flaw......no.....Nick wasn't flawed; an anomaly, that's what it was.

It was nearly time for the monthly meeting with Ecklie....what joy. But Nick was at the gym, toning his ass, just for him, now that was real joy. He was smiling as he entered the conference room.

Ecklie looked at him and said, "You're never happy to see me, so I'm guessing it's gas."

Gil almost laughed out loud - Ecklie had made a joke - that needed examining and entering in the evidence book. "Now you mention it, Conrad, I have been a bit...gaseous, it's all the healthy stuff Nick makes me eat, but have no fear, I shall try to restrain myself."

"Lets all hope you succeed then." That was Wilkins, from swing.

They were all settled in their seats and the agenda checked and 'aob's' added. They'd just started on the minutes of the last meeting when the pulsing bleep started throughout the building. It was the alarm for 'man down' - one of their own in trouble.

"I'll check who it is and what's going on." Wilkins said this and left the room. A few minutes later he returned with Roger, the control room supervisor.

"I'm sorry sir, but the news is that a CSI is being held at gunpoint at his home......" Not Nick then, he's at the gym. "...I'm sorry Dr Grissom, but it's Nick, Nick Stokes."

The sheriff came in as the look on Gil's face went from relief, to disbelief, to panic. The blood drained from his face.

"Units are on the way, Gil; we've deployed a SWAT team...

"Come on, we'll go." He nodded at Ecklie and then looked at Gil. Ecklie would have to help him up.

"Gil, come on." He put his hand under Gil's armpit and pulled him up. Gil realised what Ecklie was doing and allowed himself to be pulled up. Ecklie kept his hand on Gil's arm and guided him as they followed the sheriff through the corridors to the front door of the lab, and the sheriff's waiting car. A lot of eyes followed the procession.

The sheriff got in the front seat next to his driver and Ecklie and Gil got into the back seat.

The sheriff put the radio on and the voice of the operator came over clearly in the car talking to a 'Mrs Morris'.

The name seemed familiar to Gil and then as he heard her speak he knew she was the little old lady who lived next to Nick. Why was Nick at his condo? He'd told him he was going to the gym to tone up his ass. His ass, his beautiful ass. Gil didn't know he had tears rolling down his cheeks, he made no sound, but he suddenly felt Ecklie nudging him and saw a handkerchief being pressed into his hand. Why was that?

He then realised and pressed the cool cotton to his hot face and wiped at his tears, but they didn't stop falling. He heard Mrs Morris say, 'Oh no', and he gasped and both he and Ecklie leaned forward and then fell back when she said Nick was nervous,

Gil thought, 'You're doing great Nicky, keep her talking, you're doing great, I love you.'

The sheriff's cell rang out...and after a 'yes' and 'thank you' the call ended. "It's Sara Sidle, they're ‘almost certain’."

"She will kill him. She will kill him." That was all Gil could say, and all he could think. But he was absolutely positive she could and would do it.

They were suddenly behind Nick's condo, the journey had been the longest and the shortest of Gil's life. As the men opened the doors of the car, they heard the loud hailer boom out.

"Sara Sidle, put down your weapon, you are surrounded by armed police officers. Put down your weapon and no one will get hurt."

staggered backwards at the gun’s recoil.....

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Nick knew, as he heard the loud hailer, that she would shoot him, he turned slightly to get away from her and he felt a sledgehammer hit his chest on his left side; he felt as if he was flying backwards and then he hit the ground and nothing.....

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Mrs Morris was just about to relate how Mrs Clarke's son was gay and such a lovely boy. She stopped when she heard the booming voice call out to this Sara to put her gun down. Within a heart beat, she jumped at the loud thud she heard......

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In the control room, via Mrs Morris' 'phone they heard the hailer and then the sound they knew was gunfire. They held a collective breath for a few moments and then they heard the old lady's voice speaking. "Our Father, Who art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name....." A few staff murmured the prayer with her.....

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Officer Hurst and Officer Morgan both saw their target stiffen as she prepared to fire. As she fired her weapon, less than a second elapsed before both men had fired and hit their target. She threw her arms up and appeared to flip back and then down. She was dead.

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Within a heartbeat, as Gil climbed out of the car there were gunshots. Some said two, Gil heard three and fell to his knees. He recovered quickly and was on his feet and running around the building just as others were beginning to move; paramedics were just behind him as he reached the stairway to the second floor, everything was eerily quiet; he pushed aside a SWAT man. The man tried to stop Gil, but Gil would not be stopped, the man made no further effort; he did recognise him.

Gil leapt over the body of Sara to get to Nick.

Nick was on his back. His keys were in his right hand and he was lying awkwardly because his gym bag was slung over his shoulder and he was lying, partly, on the bag. His eyes were closed and on his chest, on the left side, was a gunshot wound. Small calibre, the wound was not extensive but blood was pumping out of it at an alarming rate. Gil could see that the blood was bubbling and bright red – oxygenated – living blood. He was alive. Gil pressed his hand to the wound but was almost immediately pulled back.

"Let us, we know what to do." A paramedic pushed Gil out of the way and this time he let himself be pushed.

Gil sat back on his haunches and watched the two men work on Nick. One covered the wound with a large dressing and applied pressure, the other put a line into the back of Nick's left hand and attached a bag of fluid. He asked Gil to come and hold it up for the fluid to drip down. Gil could do that; so he did. His eyes never left Nick and he watched as Nick's chest heaved up and down. He was fighting to live.

"Nicky, come on sweetheart, you can do this, I’ve got you now. Come on, we've got it covered." Gil murmured these words to Nick.

Another team had moved up to check the body of Sara. Gil didn't look but he heard them say that she was dead and to notify the coroner.

"What do you need?" One of the other team asked Nick's team.

"Get the gurney up for us, man; back the unit up if you can get the cops to let you get that close."

"They will, he's a CSI with them, Nick Stokes...she was one too...a love rival apparently, both loved the same 'man' would you believe!"

Ecklie came up behind them, "Shut the fuck up and do your job."

"Errrr...yeah."

Ecklie shouted over the balcony. "Let the ambulance back up to the steps."

Just then the door of the condo opened and a tiny, very old lady, stepped out. "Can I do anything?"

"Ma’am please go back indoors, it'll be safer." Ecklie went to usher her back into he apartment, but Gil spoke.

"You saved his life, Eileen. You saved his life. Go back indoors and someone will come to you." Gil smiled at her.

"We can call it quits then after all the times he's helped me."

"That'd be a bargain on his part, I can assure you."

"You're taking him away though aren't you?"

"He's coming to live with me...but you can come visit with us."

"Tell me that you never did sleep with her...." She looked over at Sara ".....she's a bit of a mess isn't she?"

"I can promise you that I never slept with her, never even thought about it, not once." He looked at the body of Sara Sidle; she'd taken two bullets to the head, in his opinion - standard marksmen’s orders when a hostage situation was in progress. They didn’t miss. An officer arrived and led Mrs Morris back onto her condo.

"Shall I make you a cup of coffee, dear, or do you think a sherry would be nice after all this......."

The other paramedics returned with the collapsible gurney and Nick was not so gently hauled on to it. He now had a myriad of instruments around him. Heart and blood pressure monitors bleeped, haphazardly, Gil thought, but they bleeped. He had an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose and a wad of blood soaked dressings over the wound. As Nick was lifted he could see there was no exit wound.

A man relieved Gil of the fluid bag and the trolley was manhandled down the stairs, steadily and expertly. Gil followed them. At the ambulance one of the paramedics said they were taking him to ‘Desert Palm’.

Gil said, "I'm coming with you."

"No Sir, please follow us and meet us there."

"No, I’m his partner, I will not leave him."

"Right, okay."

The loose tongued paramedic murmured 'Shit', under his breath.

As Nick was loaded up and prepared for the journey, the sheriff came over, "Fucking mess, Gil. I bet no one knew that she'd pull a stunt like this? We'll follow you to the hospital, is there anyone we need to inform about Nick?"

"No, there's only me." Gil thought his family would be too busy to bother and he thought about Sara. He could probably have foreseen her instability, but would anyone have realised that she could kill?

"Sara's family had a history of abuse - her parents to each other, and their children, and both were alcoholics. With the benefit of hindsight we could predict just about anything for Sara - but she was one of us, we were too willing, I was too willing, to give her the benefit of the doubt and now Nicky has paid the price.....if he......" Gil couldn't continue.

The sheriff patted his back and indicated to get in the back of the ambulance. Ecklie watched, and even with his hard heart, he could feel the pain emanating from his arch enemy. Now wasn't the time to say, 'I told you so....'

The End…tbc with Cool