TITLE: The First Time
BY: sexycazzy
RATING: NC-17 (to be on the safe side!)
CHARACTERS: Gil/Nick
FANDOM: CSI: Vegas
GENRE: romance/slash
SUMMARY: The first time Grissom submits.
Warning: domination/submission
Writer's Note: I don't own any of the characters, they belong to CSI and its team. :( This is a follow-up for All It Takes... on Grissom's first submission to his lover, Nick. Hope you enjoy! As always, I welcome any feedback.

Grissom put the phone down, gobsmacked that his kinky secret was found out by Detective Mac Taylor. Mac told him that he should tell his lover of 4 months that he wants to submit.

Grissom have never submitted to a man before, he was the Dom with a couple of guys in the past. Usually he submitted to a good friend, Lady Heather. But it was not the same. Grissom wanted to submit in a relationship, and he found it with Nick, his lover. However, Nick did not know about his kinky side, and Grissom is not sure how Nick would take it.

Suddenly Nick's head is in the door, and Grissom looks up as he says, "I'm going home, wanna anything from the store?"

Grissom simply looks at Nick, slightly blushing, which made Nick curious and he stepped into the office, closing the door behind him.

"What's wrong?" Nick asked.

"I..I...nothing...um.." Grissom babbled and Nick knew at once, that something must have happened to cause his older lover babbling like that.

"Com'on, I am not easily fooled! Now tell me what's wrong!" Nick crossed his arms, and looked serious. Grissom gulped, he loved it when Nick sounded masterful, without meaning to.

"Uh..." Grissom struggled to say, his hands shaking, "I just got a shock that's all." Nick frowned, "What kind of a shock?"

Grissom shut his eyes, damn Mac! and damn Nick for coming in just right after the phone call ended, then he opened his eyes, "I'll tell you about it tonight...." Nick titled his head, as if he did not believe Grissom, till Grissom promised him that he would.

Nick nodded, and then asked Grissom if he wanted anything from the store, and when Grissom shook his head, Nick left.

Grissom sighed, he knew now that he would have to tell Nick the truth about himself.
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Grissom arrived at the house he shared with Nick. Nick moved in, soon after they got together. Some people on the team thought it was too soon, but Grissom and Nick have been in love with each other for years, and didn't want to waste any more time.

At first, Grissom valued his space, and didn't want to share a lot of things with Nick, but as time went on, he gradually started to be more comfortable and now he loved having Nick living with him.

As soon as he stepped in, Grissom could smell some food coming from the kitchen, and smiled. He put his jacket on a coat stand by the door, and his bag down on the floor, before going into the kitchen. Seeing Nick almost naked, Grissom groaned, and walked over to him, and nibbled on his neck, from behind, causing Nick to look up.

"Hi, my sweetie." Nick kissed Grissom, and he returned the kiss. Then Grissom let go of Nick, and walked around the island table, and sits on a high stool, watching Nick.

"Be ready in a moment, why don't you set the table?" Nick told Grissom. Grissom took some forks and knives out of a drawer and set the table. Then he sits down, his stomach feeling famished, but at the same time, he is also feeling nervous, for that tonight he will tell Nick that he wants to submit to his younger lover.

Nick bought some food around to the table, and sat down besides Grissom, and then he squeezed Grissom's hand, telling him that it will be okay. Grissom is startled, and wondered what Nick meant by that, and begins to ask, but Nick put a hand up; "We will talk later, now we eat." Grissom is rather taken aback at how Nick is taking control, and he closes his mouth shut, and begins to eat his dinner in silence.

Once the dinner is finished, and having cleared things away, Nick and Grissom are in the living room, sitting close to each other, on the sofa.

"Now, what was the shock, my sweetie?" Nick asked.

"I..I..." Grissom struggled to talk, but found it really hard. Nick could see how Grissom was struggling, but he wanted to hear Grissom say it. He always knew, but never told his older lover.

"Tell me." Nick said, in a stern tone, making Grissom sit up and look at Nick.

Taking a deep breath, Grissom explained about the phone calls between him and Mac and that Mac have found out something about him.

"Tell me." Nick repeated.

"I..I..." Grissom looked down, not wanting to look at Nick, and finally he said; "I want to submit, Nick."

Nick smiled, finally. He put a hand on Grissom's chin and pulled it up so that he could look into Grissom; "I always knew, my sweetie."

Grissom looked at Nick in shock; "Ho..how?"

Nick grinned, "Little things, here and there. Like at dinner time, you seemed to do what I told you, like set the table, or in the mornings, when I take your hand....or in the shower...." Grissom realized that he did show it, but wondered why Nick didn't say so before.

"I wanted to hear you say it..." Nick answered his thought. Grissom smiled.

"Are you sure?" Nick asked, and Grissom nodded, "I want to submit to you."

Nick nodded, then put a hand on Grissom's shoulder, and pulled him off the sofa, telling him to kneel in front of him.

And that was the first time Gil Grissom properly submitted to Nick Stokes, his lover of 4 months.