Title: Love That Lasts A Life Time
Author: Physco Wolf
Pairing: Cath/Sara
Fandom: CSI: Vegas
Rating: PG
Summary: Catherine asks why Sara left her the way she did.

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Catherine's POV

I'm lost without you Sara. I can't breathe, I don't have the strength to go on. You left without saying good bye. How am I supposed to be with you when you're gone? You left me here, we were just getting along and I was falling even more in love with you.

Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
For one last time
Then I'll let the

When I'm not with you I feel empty and now that you're gone and never coming back I'm dead. I don't have the strength to carry on any more. I need you here right now and you're not here to be my strength. I'm walking alone now and I don't know how to do it. Sara how could you do this to me? After all that we've been through...

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

All the love making and tender moments are now just memories. Why did you take the bullet instead? Why didn't you let that man die instead? This is what you get for saving somebody? Death? It wasn't supposed to be this way! You and I were supposed to be together forever. Don't even try to tell me that we are still together! It's not the same when you're not here next to me... by my side.

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believeFor one last time
Then I'll let the

You left me to save the life of a man you didn't even know! You took the bullet being stupid! And I loved you for that! Why!? Huh!? Why did you leave me like this!? You promised that you'd be with me forever, how can you when you're not here? I still love you so why are you not here?

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Sara's POV

I didn't leave you baby, I'm still with you, you just gotta believe it. You gotta believe that I'm always with you. I didn't want things to be this way, you know I didn't want it. I promised I'd be with you forever and I still am. Please believe me Catherine. You are the only one for me, I'd rather die a million times than be with somebody and you know it. Please believe that I'm here with you right now! I'm still your strength, it's not gone! It will never be gone! What we have is something that will last an eternity! When I took your hand in mine I vowed I'd be with you forever! And I'm going to be with you longer than that! You just gotta believe, believe in me please...

The End

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