Title: Poem Books
Author: Physco Wolf
Pairing: Cath/Sara
Rating: G
Summary: A series of poems from Sara, Catherine, and Lindsey.

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The poems of the Sidle family...

Sara's Poetry Book

Calling

It's time to let go of this pain

Living here you can't stop all the pain

Now it's time to rip open the gates and leave now

Hurry we're calling, she's calling

Maybe now all the pain you have felt

will disappear like the snow

Hurry now, we're calling, she's calling

Show us what's it's like to die for love

Tell us everything that you felt

Come now we're calling, she's calling

She's calling for you and its your time to follow her

Far away, away, away, away!

She want's you, you to be there, to hold her hand

So come now she's calling and we're calling, come to us now

Cause she's calling, she's calling

Just one chance, now take it, so take it

We're calling, she's calling

Whisper

I remember...the last time you cared about anything, the last time you lived

Your voice is just a whisper...now you are nothing but a whisper

Now I see that I don't ever wanna be like you

I can see that you were made of glass and that you never shown the real you

Hidden beneath your fears

I don't ever wanna see, I don't ever wanna be you

Your voice is just a whisper...

Hollow and made of glass is your persona

The last time you cared about anyone, the last time you cared about anything

Now your just the whisper...

I don't ever see, I don't ever wanna be...LIKE YOU!

When was the last time you ever cared about anyone, the last time you allowed yourself to be saved

Today

I don't know anything at all

We're starting to fall apart

Am I still breathing?

Can't you see the barriers around us?

And I want to matter today

Will we ever be us again? Not today

Will we ever feel alive again? Not today

I want to live today

Am I somebody else? Cause you see right through me

I don't know who I am but I want to matter today

Who are you? Are you even alive?

Am I stll breathing? Have I lost that feeling?

I don't know who you are I don't know who I am

Do I matter today?

Will we ever be us again?

Will ever feel alive again?

Will you ever be mine again?

Not today, today

Not today, today

Start Over

What are we doing? What am I doing?

Show me the path that I should take

Name your price

I want to start over again

Do we choose our own paths? Do we even have a chance?

Every step that we take

We pay a price

Name your price cause I would give anything, anything just to relive today

Why don't you show me the path that I should take

I just want to give anything to start over again

Am I the only one ready to restart?

Name your price!

Cause I want to start over again!

I would give anything, anything to start over again! Again!

Name your price!

I would give anything! Anything to start over again! Again!

The Repeat Offender

Just let me die today!

I've got nowhere to turn

I'm always questioning myself

Anyone forgive me anyone forget!

I am the repeating offender!

Now I have to live with this forever!

Do you question my sanity?

I feel there's nothing to forgive nothing to forget

But I am the repeating offender!

Now I'll live with this forever!

Let me break this habit of a repeat offender!

Break this bondage of an offender!

I will forever be the repeat offender!

Let me turn this around since I'm always questioning my sanity

Nothing will matter since I've told all these lies

My identity always stolen

The repeat offender!

Now I live with this forever!

You have my word that I have made mistakes

Anyone forgive, anyone forget

The repeat offender!

Time Is Catching Up

When all is said and done who do you turn to?

You have nothing left to prove

Why sit waiting?

How will this be when all is said and done?

Time is catching up behind you

Behind you

Behind you

The hour glass is empty now your waiting

This time that you wasted

How will you be when all is said and done?

I guess your running out of time

No matter where you are

No matter who you are

Time is catching behind you

The lines are trickling down

Cutting through the ground

The time was wasted

How will this be when all is said and done?

When time has caught up?

Catherine's Poetry Book

Come Back To Me, To Us

Thanks to you I feel so alive

Now that your gone...I'm gone that spark of life is gone

Since your gone I cannot breathe for the life of me

Your brown eyes were always my own

Now that you're gone

I cannot sleep without seeing your face

Thanks to you now I konw that I'm in crazy in love

Now I'm pleading come back to my heart

Come back home, to me, to us

I tried to see the good in life

But I can't see anything without you

Now please come back to me, to us

I don't want it to be over

Without you I'm slowly dying

I've taken all I can take

Now I want you to be my knight in shining armor again

Please come back to me now

I want my knight back

I want your love back

I'm slowly dying inside

So please come back to me, to us...

Let's Start Over

Let's start over from the very beginning

Let's turn our lives around

Stop the world so suddenly

Just let me love you again

I want to look at you again

Please wait

I look to the stars and I all I can see is your anger and your pain

Let me take it all away

Half of it I caused and all of it I want to get rid of

Everytime I see...everytime I breathe I can only think of you

I've learned from my mistakes

Now let me save you

Your broken wings need to be healed and I'll heal them for you

Maybe now you'll see that I want to start over

Please let's start over from the very beginning

Let's turn our lives around

and stop the world so suddenly

My Drug

Your my drug, your my everything

Your one addiction that I won't ever get rid of

Everytime I see you I feel like I'm flying high

Everytime I feel your touch I'm invisible

Your always on my mind

Everything relates to you

Maybe now you'll see how addicted to you I am

I think it's time for you get addicted to me

Just like a drug you slowly kill me

Whenever we're apart I feel like I'm dying

And whenever your around I'm flying high

My beautiful drug

Your my sanity, your my drug

You keep me so alive

Lindsey's Poetry Book

Mommy's Knight In Shinning Armor

I'm getting older and I see that mommy needs a lover

A knight in shinning armor

Hey mommy...I know this knight

She has beautiful brown hair and brown eyes

Really now?

She's tall and strong

Really?

She's smart and loyal

Hmm...

She knows when something's wrong and fixes it right away

...Wow

Mommy don't you know who I'm talking about?

Sara of course!

She brings comfort to us both

Plus she knows how to cook!

She can be your knight in shinning armor

She can be your soul mate

She'd run around the world just to see you smile

She even told me so!

Mommy hold onto her

She's the knight for you

Afraid Of The Dark

It seems like just yesterday you saved me from the water

You saved me from the dark

You saved me from the monster in water

You saved me from daddy's mistakes

You love me and that's what helps in the dark

Every hug you ever gave me I loved every minute of it

I love Mother's Day cause I get to save you

Alone in the dark I was but then you came in and saved me

You are my mommy and you saved me from the dark

If I could stay your little baby forever I would

But I know I'll always be your little girl

Mommy you'll always be my heroine when you save me from the dark

But now I think it's time that you got saved

So let her in...let her love you like you love her

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